i nEvEr liKed tHis..

i never likes exams.. they stress me up and gives me pimples.. the least things that i ever want in my life.. haha..

tomorrow is my last paper.. poa.. think it's my weakest subject next to bca.. haiz.. i hope i will do well.. at least pass my module.. haha.. i wanna try to clear everything.. lol.. will upload some pictures later.. haven't been updating pics for a long long long time.. haha..

i'm quite happy.. noe why? coz i found a long lost fren working in a boutique that i really like!!! and best of all, she has 50% staff discount.. my gawd.. that really perked me up you noe? going out with her next sundae.. going to bring her around shopping and enjoy my discount benefits!! haha.. so damn excited... but the poa exam paper is now right in front of my face..

pondering whether to work full time anot.. my manager keeps asking me to work full time for him.. coz it's the peak sales season.. pros: if i work, i can easily earn up to 1k.. cons: i'll lose a lot of play time.. but i'll spend money anyway.. so i think i better work full time for one month, get the money and splurge on some new clothes during december to 'welcome the new semester'.. *what an ingenious excuse for shopping productively*..

will meet up with felly and benjy for movies.. and ben, do u realise that i havent passed you your pressie? bet you didn't.. you are ever so blur.. haha.. i wanna watch the grudge.. has ju on's ghost!! i dun think the kid looks scary.. it's quite cute.. check out the advertisements.. haha.. when the kid opened his mouth i feel like laughing.. lol...

watched yesterdae once more.. by andy lau and sammi cheng.. it was the premiere.. steph and juan got the tix from queueing up at raffles place one day.. so i actually enjoyed the fruits of their labour.. pardon me.. the night before they got the tix.. i went to kbox with them and actually got home around 3.30am and after washing up, i slept at 4am.. *i think they reached home later than me.. i live near orchard ya see??*.. steph and juan can actually wake up at 7 plus and met at 8am to take the tix from yes 933fm.. haha.. *full utter admiration*.. they came to my house and we went for breakfast at whampoa market.. near my house.. it's damn nice.. after so many years i still loved it.. lol...

oh ya.. back to the movie.. if you wanna make your money worth it, this is one movie that you MUST NOT watch!! i'm utterly disappointed.. it sucks.. seriously.. luckily i watched it free.. oh yucks.. i almost fell asleep.. haha.. been watching quite alot of movies recently.. first came white chicks.. it was all rite.. then came ouija board.. the sound effects are scary.. but the scenes are expected (if you see the female lead looking into the mirror, you would expect the ghost to appear somewhere in the mirror right?? that's what i mean).. oh ya.. and the exorcist.. haha.. it was OK only.. didn't really like it.. i only like the part when sara got possessed by lucifer and asked the priest : don't you wanna f**k me?.. that was the part when i laughed.. haha.. the whole show's tone was like so holy and then came this phrase.. kaoz.. anti climax.. lol~..

been thinking alot these few daes.. shall process my thoughts even further.. haha.. sometimes i think i think too much.. lol.. looking forward to thurs.. when my exams end..

good luck to everyone.. and those fellows in a's.. work hard duds and babes!!!

dOwN and dOwn..

feeling darn down..

isit because of exams?

isit because of my low pay?

i know why.. but i'm unwilling to admit.. after seeing it.. it's painful.. but i know i'm improving.. at least the pain wasn't excruciating..

like last time.

should have been used to it.

should have known.

now.. i think it's more like disturbing.. but i wanna face reality.. i'm not going to do anything about it.. just letting it fade away.. by itself..

i know ONE FINE DAY everything will just fade away.. i just wanna wait for the arrival of that day..

i'm waiting for that day.

oblivious.. but still waiting for that day.

tiREdZzZzZzZzzZZ...

so darn tired.. i have a hunch feeling that i will be sick anytime.. anywhere..

had presentation todae.. finally!!! haha.. now just waiting for the quiz and final test to be over.. sian.. my macro test todae was fairly ok.. but of all shit.. i forgot to add in my 45 degrees line!!! ar shit la!! buang me.. haha.. *bish*

been working on weekends for many weeks.. but still not quite used to it.. my ankle is hurting from all the jumpings down from shelves.. and my back needs medicated oil.. haha.. sounds like ah po.. i need an mei lu yoko yoko!!

and i finally bought my white sandals!! haha.. from my workplace.. 30% discount.. so it was like $24.50.. fairly ok lor.. so happie.. and my dad bought me a green top!!! or rather my mum?? oh anyone.. as long as it's paid!! not me!!! lol..

sianz arh.. 3 full tutorials tmr.. i needa rush my hwk..

wish me luck.. not to forget.. PEACE~

fInDiNg nEmO..

just finished typing out my CATS script.. haha.. darn farnie la..

and i'm supposed to be the nemo.. it sounds stupid.. but farnie enough.. haha.. got lotsa proj needa hand in next week.. kind of stressing me out.. will be working full for the weekend.. so no time to study my macro.. hope i can squeeze in some time though.. if not die...

think my sis is under too much stress.. she actually bought 4 tops and one bottom at one go!! too much money huh?! lol~.. tmr is IAC day.. i hope that teacher wun play us out again.. i dun want to go in vain!! not at 8am!!!

trying hard to save money!! dun induce me into spending ok?!!

nO sUBjEcT

hahaz.. cant think of a proper subject.. so bear with it yeah?

havent been blogging in for a few days.. was quite lazy.. and still is.. lol~

mum went to malacca and bought me a pair of blue dangling earrings.. darn nice.. too bad i have no digicam.. cant show it to ya all.. oh and i really had lotsa fun over the weekend.. of coz not about work...(background: how come there's a siren going on? is os*ma coming?? think it's some army practice?) oh ya.. weekend.. yeah darn fun haha.. had really a shopping dae on sundae.. bought a white skirt from s**f b** at a really cheap price.. shall not say how much.. in case the boss comes across this and decides to track me down.. lol~.. and finally!!! i finally waited long enough for my giordano green collar tee to come into the spotlight.. haha.. and of coz i bought it!! at 20% discount.. yippie!!! and not to forget.. also bought 3 pairs of earrings at $10.. haha.. great catch!! and my glittery pouch is losing its glitter... sadz... i am losing more and more money!!

had poa test on mon.. think it should be quite ok.. had a written com assignment yesterdae.. hope it will be fine.. coz i did everything tt i could.. lol.. so.. todae is free dae!! not exactly free though.. supposed to have a BCA lecture at 8am.. it ends at 9am.. tell me.. who in the right mind will go for it? (ok... not to mention my diligent classmates.. thanks to them i existed in that lect for an hour.. thanks arh!!) so here i am.. spending my time watching vcds.. doing project on my own.. and finishing up my tutorials..

think peck must be having a hard time.. i really understand how she feels now.. well babe.. no use hanging on i really must sae!! take this time to cool down yeah? it's not like u din expect it rite?? i noe i can say nothing much.. it all narrows down to your own thinking.. shall leave it at that then..

shall go back to my vcds and tutorials.. see ya all again.. will update asap ok?

PEACE~

hOW sUaY!!!

i never believed in fridae the 13th until yesterdae.. my alarm rang at 6am (i had a lesson at 8am).. i went back to sleep, thinking tt i SHOULD be able to wake up 5 mins later.. and yes, i woke up (like duh!).. i happily took my contacts and stuff to go into the bathroom.. and i took a glance at the clock.. my eyes went like BLINK! holy shit! it was already 7am and i was like supposed to be out by then?!

after bathing i cheong to the lift.. in the lift i checked my bag for the usual stuff : wallet.. bottle.. keys.. umbrella.. and oh shit. my hp! ya you're right, i ran back to my house and grabbed it.. and went back into the lift again.. tried to switch it on but it showed "RECHARGE BATTERY"...

i gave up on my hp so i went (ok.. 'ran') to the bus stop.. luckily for the dae, the only non-unlucky thing was tt the buses came consecutively after i alighted the bus... reached class at about 8.05am and pushed open the door.. only to find that there's only 4 ppl in the class.. teachers should be more punctual.. !!!!

was listening to the teacher when i took a glimpse at my feet.. i realise tt i wore the wrong pair of my slip ons~! my left foot was wearing my sis's, while my right foot was wearing mine (we both have the same design and colour)!! right.. sounds dumb.. hers is size 6 while mine is size 7.. hers looks new and mine has holes...

i've never had a day like this before.. how much more suay can i get?

hUMAns cAn bE sO cRuEl..

humans are even much more scarier than ghosts..

have a sudden urge to come online and tell all of ya who comes across my blog all this incident that i heard from my mum..

u must have heard of the russian terrorist incident that happened recently on sep1..

mum was telling me.. that a mother was trying to rescue her 2 daughters from the terrorists' hands.. and the terrorist was telling her : you can only bring out one of them to safety.. no more than one.. if not.. all of you shall die..

the mother was hesitating.. to bring the elder one? or the younger one? the elder was more obedient.. the younger one however.. has a bright future ahead of her.. nevertheless... in this case.. characteristcs no longer matter at this point of time.. the FACT is : they are both her daughters..

the terrorist continued to drive her crazy.. he saed : i shall count to ten and if u do not leave with only one daughter now, all of you shall not have the chance to leave and will die under my gun.

under those circumstances.. the mother grabbed the one beside her (the younger daughter) and ran for their lives.. leaving the elder daughter behind.. in the background.. she could hear her elder daughter screaming and shrieking "MUMMY MUMMY!!!!".. followed by a series of gunshots.. and the screaming stopped.

to all readers : it is utmost sadistic to kill the innocent for the sake of revenge.. imagine the guilt the mother has to live with the rest of her live.. her elder daughter's last words were calling for her.. imagine how the younger daughter will feel when she grows up and finally come to understand everything.. about how her mother chose to leave her elder sis behind.. just to rescue her..

the terrorists are not only creating physical harm to us.. they are also implementing harsh emotional harm to our minds.. 350 ppl died in this incident.. and half of this number are children.. bear in mind that there are ppl around who are as heartless as them.. bear in mind that there are people who have just died LIKE THAT.. for no particular reason.. died LIKE THAT..

on a lighter note.. during the evening went around shopping and i decided to be a spendthrift for the day.. bought a red earth perfume for $39.. it smells really good!! bought 2 pairs of earrings for about $9.. got a glittery pouch for $4.90.. a pinky watch at $9.90.. haha.. looks like i spent alot todae.. shall earn it back somedae.. SOMEDAE.. lol..

whole family will be away to m'sia for holidae while i hafta work on sat.. sad case.. shall be all alone on sun.. might take the free time to study a bit of poa... test on mon evening.. and maybe go find peck for lunch and shopping again.. lol..

a night of ponders.. a penny for your thought? PEACE~

tHere'S nOtHiNG RIgHt In YOuR LeFt BrAiN..

there's nothing left in your right brain.. darn corny.

jus managed a thought of poa tmr.. fatigue overcame me.. lol.. cant stand the thought of having poa lor.. with tt teacher around.. think she just walked out from the 80s.. now that she cut her hair.. even better.. from the 70s... shall do her tutorial later..

good news is.. tmr no bca tutorial.. e learning.. hooray!!

bad news is.. it makes no diff.. i have a 2hrs break instead.. still hafta stay in school.. cant go home early..

i was like thinking to myself.. thinking about myself as well.. i am a very bad tempered and impatient girl.. it's true.. and i really dun deny it.. i expect things to be done FAST and EFFICIENT.. yet i dun think my work really lives up to the meanings of those 2 words.. so i guess i cant expect much from ppl.. becoz i have to expect the same from myself as well.. shall buck up!!!

check out the inflation rates of the eggs man!! an egg can actually cost up to 60 cents now! ATROCIOUS!! think wad?! golden eggs?! my gawd.. but i miss eating eggs though... just had bento set todae in canteen 4.. tasted good.. chicken.. fish.. egg and veggies.. good deal man!

sian.. just signed up for broadband todae.. think will start around 27 sep.. great.. cant wait!!

cRaAAAaaZiE saLE!!!!

parkway having big sale.. it's no wonder they sae it's a crazy sale.. becoz i am going crazy..

seeing singaporeans buying shoes like these few daes.. tell me there's a recession! tell me about it man!! just a 20% storewide discount can get all of them in a frenzy like tt.. and the shop looks at if a typhoon has just paid a visit.. coz all the shoes were not on the shelves when we closed.. they were on the floor.. can u imagine the time we spent on pairing them up and trying to find the correct box for each pair? not to mention the colours of the shoes.. just the sizes are enough to get u mad.. when u finally found a pair of shoes.. u realise that the left side is size 7 but the right side is size 8.. ya.. and all that s**t.. and i only got to go home at 1am.. thank buddha that we can take cab and the company pays for it.. haha.. and after sending 4 ppl home (i'm the last one .. mind you).. the cab fare amounted to $23.85.. EX WOR!!

so darn tired.. i think i barely had 5 hrs of sleep for these 2 daes.. my eyelids are struggling to open each minute.. think i din catch lots during todae's lect.. terrible.. ran away halfway to ktv and sing song.. haha..

finally settled my notebook rental fees.. had to pay a late fee of $15 todae.. sucks man! and YEAH!!! i got my paycheck liao!! they shortchanged me of $3.. but nvm la.. it's ok.. better than nothing.. and peck.. remember to collect yours from me arh..

think shall go buy my perfume first.. it's running low.. haha.. and i've decided to sign up for the broadband thing that school is promoting.. think it's quite worth it.. hafta decide how to use my money wisely liaoz..

3 full tutorials tmr.. wish me luck.. i'm going to TRY to do my hwk liaoz.. lol~ PEACE~

mY vOicE hAs cHaNgEd..

another session of solid singing todae.. haha.. went with peck and hiang.. feels chao great.. think i'm addicted.. oh this is bad..

was darn pissed in the mornz.. finally decided to go for the 8am class.. and the blardy teacher stood us up.. to think that i actually saed something good about him last nite.. wad an idiot! cats was darn boring lor.. teo was really boring.. think i was already giving him face by bringing the cats worksheets.. lol~..

todae went to the party world ktv at orchard.. sang darn alot of songs lor.. at least 50 i think.. haha.. shouted and screamed.. was like a bunch of crazy women.. and the waiter was really flirtatious.. cant stand it.. keep coming in and out of the room and interrupting us and kept asking us if we needed anything.. and we were like so shy tt we din dare to sing in front of him.. haha.. the bill amounted to $42.. which was $14 per person.. so it was fairly ok lor.. thanks to lijuan's ai ai's voucher.. we have free room for 4 hours.. so no extra charges.. thanks arh!! lol~..

went to steph's workplace after tt.. was really cool.. i ordered this mushroom and ham crepe and it was like a mountain of ham and mushroom.. i think steph must have used quite alot of ingredients lor.. it was really alot.. haha.. buy one get one free summore.. and before i left she even passed me a super BIG scoop of mocha almond fudge!! my gawd.. took a long time to finish it.. best of all it's free of charge! lol~.. really enjoyed myself todae manz!!

saw this really ridiculous scene on tv.. the newly crownede miss universe was on a press conference i think.. doing catwalk and stuff.. she was walking halfway when she accidentally stepped on her own dress and it just came off (it was like a long skirt).. showing off her red g string.. she was like so paiseh and quickly ran to the backstage lor.. my gawd.. when i first saw it my jaws simply dropped.. den i told myself to close my mouth.. haha..

gotta work tmr.. darn boring lor.. but for the sake of money.. i shall bear with it..