a cut on my face, a small blue black on my right eyelid, slash on my arm, bruises here and there.

what doesn't kill me, makes me stronger.

周杰伦 -- 心雨

周杰伦 -- 心雨



橡树的绿叶啊
白色的竹篱笆
好想告诉我的她
这里像幅画

去年的圣诞卡
镜子里的芜杂
画面开始没有她
我还在装傻

说好为我泡花茶
学习摆刀叉
学生宿舍空荡荡的家
守着电话
却等不到她

心里的雨倾盆而下
也沾不湿她的发
泪晕开明信片上的牵挂
那伤心原来没有时差

心里的雨倾盆而下
却始终淋不到她
寒风经过院子里的枝稏
也冷却了我手中的鲜花

not in a good mood.

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I wonder

I wonder

What do you guys do when you're angry, sad, frustrated or simply not feeling the best of emotions and all?

Play some musical intrument? Spend the afternoon gaming away? Furiously shop your day (and spend your moolahs) away? Or eat your own heart out.

I do neither either.

Honestly, i don't remember what i do when i'm angry or frustrated. I must have screamed, shrieked and wailed, but frankly speaking, i don't remember (except for the most recent incident of course, my precious white pants).

I really envy those who have something, an object or a hobby, to be there for you, as an outlet for venting your frustrations. In my case, my outlet could most probably be a living person, though i personally think it's not fair to that person, unless he or she is the original bastard that caused me to be so annoyed.

What a pathetic ass (I am). While i continue my search for a more satisfying outlet, i can only rely on my mind to dispel any resentment/setback/grievance/dissatisfaction that i have.

Poor baby. Please bear with me for the time being. A very long "time being" though.

Hee.

The Greenie

The Greenie

you guys should know that i really mean it when i say i love green.

green toothbrush

green shirts

green hangers

green air freshener

green comb

green storage container

green basket

green contact lens case

green pouch

green hairband

green box

green hairclips

green accessories

green cosmetics

green nail polish

green footwear (even green fake birkies)

green pen

green nails

oh freak! even the moisturizer that i'm using happens to be GREEN!

67 more days!

周杰伦 -- 发如雪

周杰伦 -- 发如雪


狼牙月 伊人憔悴
我举杯 饮尽了风雪
是谁打翻前世柜 惹尘埃是非

缘字诀 几番轮回
你锁眉 哭红眼唤不回
纵然青史已经成灰 我爱不灭

繁华如三千东流水
我只求一瓢爱了解
只恋你化身的蝶

你发如雪 凄美了离别
我焚香感动了谁
邀明月绕回忆绞结
爱在月光下完美

你发如雪 纷飞了眼泪
我等待苍老了谁
红尘醉 微醺的岁月
我用无悔刻永世爱你的碑

Money is important, you know?

Money is important, you know?

i am so bored. totally not looking forward to work later at 5pm! but because of money, i will tonggggggggggggg....

on the other hand, i've finished almost all my 110 surveys. left with only about 10? i hope they give me my money soon because i'm having a great time saving all my money! woohoo!

and rebecca gave me another part time job that pays the same as the butlering job! but it's only for 2 days, oh well, better than nothing!

i'm very money-faced now. :$

Oh yar, Shi Xin Hui's songs are always so loud on tv. why ah?

83 more days!

Ahoy!

Ahoy!


first things first, i went to the IT Fair with Kian and yes, i managed to pay off my short term debt, which is, buying back a camera in replacement for the one that i lost! it's Canon Ixus 60 and here's how it looks like:

the closest version of my lost Canon Ixus 50, with similar chargers and batteries! in addition, it came with one 2GB SD and one 1GB SD, an additional battery and a leather case. Also, my mum cut out a coupon from the newspapers which allowed us to redeem ANOTHER 1GB SD!

and a few days later, because Mavis is a member of the Gr8 Pal, she got a voucher in the mailer stating that if she bought any Canon Digital Ixus or SLR camera, she is allowed to redeem YET ANOTHER 512MB SD at the Canon Headquarters at Harbourfront! hahaha so we went ahead to redeem, brought our receipts and all, and the guy at the counter, thinking that we haven't got our accessories (meaning the 2nd battery etc), then he got us ONE MORE 1GB SD, a third battery and a second camera cleaning kit. haha! with so many additional free gifts, $499 for a digital camera isn't too expensive after all!

then after careful consideration, i got Dad to buy me this laptop which costs $1399 nett, a Compaq Presario with Model Number I-Don't-Know-What. hahaha i'll let the picture do the talking:

with Windows Vista, yes the graphics and colours are better, but i've also sent in the laptop for repairs for 2 times, cos the switch cover of the speakers was faulty and the second time was a mistake in the settings which led to no sounds from the speakers when i was trying to play some song (most probably a Jay Chou number i guess).

and the Canon Selphy Photo Printer was unable to print from my laptop and it took me 2 trips to the Customer Service Centre to realise that I had to download a new driver from the website for Windows Vista in order for the printer to be able to print from my laptop. zzz.

Oh! dad applied for Mio Plan and i now have wireless! okay i think i said this before but all these features complement my laptop very well woohoo! plus the canon printer working and printing fine, nothing can be better!

on a totally irrelevant note, i went shopping with mummy and got myself a little black frock form Zara! yay very happy that i have my black frock with me! it's big and airy and ventilating and allows me to act like a pregnant lady without fail! next time, i'm gonna wear that to buffets and i can eat like a pig and still not show off my fat tummy! =D

wheeee!

oh and tzyy horng got me a job as an insurance promoter at the NATAS and it sure paid us well! luckily i asked sze if she wants the job as well and we were very happy that we can earn enough money to cover our expenses! haha! some of the colleagues there were very nice and i certainly do not mind going back there to work part time again!

like kenneth, i also started work at the Esplanade as a butler (i actually applied for a kitchen helper initially -___-) and we went for the recruitment drive in school and guess what, out of a possible 100 persons in the lecture hall, kenneth and I were the first two to be recruited when all we did was to raise our hands to the question posted by the boss "who can commit full-time for the next two months at least?" haha but after going for training for the next day and knowing our full job scope, i chickened out and opted for a part-time schedule instead. Butlering is so tiring! besides the boss is so URGH and i don't particularly enjoy working there.. but ultimately, money's the motivation. shrugs. luckily i have sze and kenneth with me over there.. if not work's gonna be such a fuck drag.

look what they had to do to us, and they call it grooming. who actually cares if butlers look good or not?!

if you can't see properly, they actually scattered gold glitter on our HAIR and FACE. got so glam anot? wah lao.

Oh my parents came back from Taiwan and they bought us FOOD!! yummy!


look baby! do you see your tie dan over there?? haha!!

okay now something for you all to laugh at:

not very funny, i know. -__-

well i gotta go off for my dinner! it's 89 more days to baby coming back! wheee!