Wednesday, December 27, 2006

everything hurts.

i await someone to save me from this pit that i dug for myself.





i've done this before, and i'm doing it again. i'll probably do it for many more times.

stay SAA!

Monday, December 25, 2006

i feel like fuck and my day's like fuck.

my dates are like fuck and i think i ruined them fuck.

my boyfriend probably feels like fuck too because i ruined the day fuck.

and the thing is, i might not know because i don't even know if he feels fuck.

but i sure feel like fuck.

fuck this festive season.

This Christmas,

This Christmas,


i'm not merry at all.









but do you know?


a whole bunch of melancholic dramas but nothing's given a fucking damn.

i'm having a very good idea for a breakthrough in my life. this christmas eve's never gonna be the same.





life sucks this moment because you know what's coming but you can't stop it.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

hEllO!

Hello From Hong Kong!


a small lil' preview of what's been going on! (and a pathetic attempt to revive my blog!)


you can't shake hands with a clenched fist.

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Beta

Beta

can i promise to update with pictures soon? i mean, really soon?

and now with Beta, blogging is a chore because it's so slow! and drats, it's an irreversible process! so don't convert to Beta!

Thursday, October 19, 2006

=(

=(

school has been much of a drag, i tell you, (that's if anyone's reading).

firstly all the modules seems boring PLUS i'm stuck with an all-guys group for WISP and they sabo-ed me to be leader. fark.

i read a number of books over the holidays, In Her Shoes, Goodnight Nobody, all by Jennifer Weiner. and i'm about to embark on Good In Bed, by her too, also The Undomestic Goddess by Sophie Kinsella.



but i only seek solace in swimming, doing lap after lap, nobody bothering me.


swim all i want.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

tiMe! wAit fOR mE!

tiMe! wAit fOR mE!

am i missing out on anything because i haven't blogged in eons?


i think i'm like taking a reverie on my life because:

-- i swim everyday, 26 laps at least, i'm definitely a full-fledged malay now

-- i'm making more auntie and ah-peh friends (compared to those of my age because those of my age are sleeping in/studying) at the pool and i think they like me

-- my granny is in hospital for the second time in a month and this is absolutely worrying

-- i absent-mindedly left my handphone and camera charger in a hotel room back in Genting and mavis almost threatened them with "do you want me to accuse you of not checking OR stealing?" (i taught her!) when they kept telling us that they do not have it in their record books for lost and found items

-- i suddenly have 4 pairs of new shoes and last but not least,

-- MY SISTER HAS A BLOG! *GASPS*


i look forward to school! so when is the term starting huh? oops.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Spelling is DAMN BLARDY IMPORTANT

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and evyernroe awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

i think we can scrape off the spelling tests in primary schools because tehy ani't ncesesray aynorme.

Updates

you know it when i'm lazy to blog. haha.

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28th August: Sakae Buffet

to satisfy my wilful and terrible appetite, i made donkey succumb to the wellness and delicacy of the countless salmon nigiri that we had during that sinful buffet. YUM YUM.



MAN, i see the salmon sushi i feel like eating another 10 plates. and mochi rawks my sawks, i totally have a VERY GOOD idea what to do with them the next time! =D

Sakae should just pay me for doing advertorials for them. but i hid the sushi rice in the most unexpected places that you can find on the dining table because i was diggin' the toppings, not the ricey! if you wanna know creative places to hide rice that you don't want to eat, maybe you can MSN me politely and i'll tell you! hahahaha!

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31st August: I Was a Huan Huang Zhu Ge Ge

i'm not like any other normal girl-girl who adores or yearns to be treated like a princess by their boyfriends/families/friend (insert any other aqquaintance),

or calls themselves a "princess".

eeeeekkkkssss.



because i am truly ONE, you dumb asses. it's just that i chose to walk out of the Qing Dynasty when it dieded and face up to reality, geddit?

Ge Ge ain't no precious anymore, Paris Hilton is!

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2nd September: Random Because I Can't Remember Where We Were Heading To



i chose to act like a big housefly, while he likes to cry and whine. i can't spot any pi sai.


oh! now i remember, we were on our way to Bugis Village to buy some cheap shirts and caught The Devil Wears Prada later on in the evening. and i met a secondary school friend, who happens to be the girlfriend of a in-camp mate donkey met as well! duh, they were together.

talking about a small world.

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5th September: Pulau Tekong

No, i did not go there to get enlisted and neither do i want to. it was for my cousin's POP and he needed to borrow daddy's car because he said that he needed to bring a BIG BAG BACK and so i had nothing better to do therefore i tagged along, and was thrown the responsibility of bringing the car back home AND being a chauffeur for the day.



i think i drove like mad that day. try getting from Toa Payoh (to fetch one uncle) to Potong Pasir (to fetch another uncle) to Pasir Ris in half an hour flat. add in the peak hour traffic, and you got me squeezing in and out of jams. luckily we caught the ferry on time!



i found it sarcastic leh. HAHA. but i like it though! nanny nanny poo poo to these guys. it's just too bad when you have a banana instead of a cat.



the oh-so-boring parade.



the only interesting part is when this stupid sparky-look-alike dog barged into the parade. haha, funny!



then there was this part when parents have to go down to the parade square to put on the jockey caps for their sons. errr, how to find your son?!

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6th September: Casino Ship



Mummy woke me up early in the morning to ask if i wanna go on a casino ship/cruise. trust me, i was still in a daze. but i had my fair share of ferries that week i tell you. and i lost money! YUCKS. gambling is bad, kids.



but sitting out in the wind on the deck is wonderful because sitting inside the ferry will cause me motion sickness coz the sea was rather choppy that day.

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14th September: Urticaria



bad bad bad. for more news, read
here. i was scratching like a monkey so i stopped swimming for a few days. sighs. practically nothing to do at home, i tell you. i wanted to read Harry Potter Book 6 when i realised i lent it to Nicole almost one year ago. HAHA!



anyway i've recovered, thankfully! but my doctor says i can't bathe with soap. sighs, i have been bathing without soap for 3 days. hopefully later i can slab on some! and i've shampooed my hair already! yippee!

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17th September: Lazy Wazy Sunday



food makes my day, especially my favourite foods. Salmon 'N Mushroom Baked Rice, slurpies. and yessss, i adore the Topless 5 too, 'cept that Coconut's abit too milky for me to take.

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18th September: Random



you know i mean it when i say i have ALOT OF CLOTHES.



you know i mean it when i say my mummy has alot of shirts too. shirts alone okay.



and i nicked a spongebob wrist band! yippee it looks soooo cute! and a new bag from Future State donkey bought for me, a yellow esprit polo tee and a white tee (which i added some diamantes on personally to make it more unique), a pair of black shorts from giordano, courtesy of kian's discount coupon and three pairs of ear studs from Bugis Village. =D

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he can be such a tyrant at times, i tell you. he's no angelic face. HAHA.


i want more good food!

Saturday, September 09, 2006

fUCk TiTlEs

i'm sorry for the absence in blogosphere as well the virtual world. i've had the urge to blog for a long time but it's infuriating when the first time of the day, you on your computer, the display is in yellow shade, the next time it's in red, and the next time again, it's in purrrrrpleeee. gawd. purrrrrrple.

what am i expecting next, DIRTY GREEN?!

it's like wearing sunglasses and trying to type onto the monitor. you get whadda mean? x( anyway it's yellow for the moment. maybe it'll be sky blue later.

oh yes i've finally realised my goal of swimming everyday. okay at least for a week. the feeling of exercising rawks totally, especially if you're doing a sport that you like. wheeee!

this week was eventful. i've gone to Pulau Tekong, the place of horrors for almost every guy (the exceptions are nut cases) and i've gone onboard a casino ship that's in Indonesia and i came back on the very same day. Amazing!

oh, on a small note, i lost $20 on jackpot. and i sat there, watching people win money. one fat indonesian girl (no racism here, she was really fat) sat on my machine after i got off, and won $140 with her abysmal $10.

the feeling is FUCK.

i'm outta here, i need more swimming and i'm already half a malay, judging by my skin tone. i promise pictures galore, but the computer has to promise me some NORMAL DISPLAY COLOUR first. =D

killed by a stingray? absurd, but fact. let's all eat stingrays.