here's to everyone out there, those having a hard time trying to survive, those who have pissed me off before, those who are still stupid enough to fight over who's more glam, those who love me for who i am, and those who still do not know what's going on, cheers!!!
a bad start to a new year, as i woke up really late for breakfast because i slept late the night before (as usual).. came home after breakfast and stayed at home the whole day.. basically i'm just too tired to go out and the weather today seemed perfect to stay at home and not go anywhere.. i have nowhere in particular to go anyway.. so there you go..
people always seem to enjoy public holidays.. as for me.. apart from the fact you do not need to go to school for the day (much less talk about the journey to school instead) and you can sleep as late as you want (not in my family's case, sleeping till 10am is VERY atrocious).. well you have nothing much to celebrate about.. either you go out or stay at home (like duh!).. especially when both your parents are at home, and they have nothing to do, and they suddenly (*whish!!*) become the janitors of the house and order you to clean this up and tidy that, you certainly do not want that day to be a public holiday.. you would rather go to school and attend boring lectures.
and today mavis did a very stupid thing which i choose not to condone.. she forgot to switch off the monitor before she left.. well you all might think that it's like no big deal.. but i'm sick and tired of switching off for her first, and informing her later that she didn't switch it off (as she replied you with a simple "oh") and do the same thing the next time, the next next time, the next next next time and the cycle goes on. basically i was just pissed la, call me stubborn, selfish, esurient, self-centered, egoistic.. whatever.. and so i called her to tell her to come back to switch it off which she later asked me to help her to switch off and which i declined.. so she came back and switched it off and tried to argue that i didn't switch off the main switch previously. ah, whatever. the thing is : she has switched off the monitor HERSELF. so there you go, my mission is accomplished.
i ate my breakfast at ten plus in the morning, so all my meal times were pushed back.. i had intended to eat tau sar piah (one of my favourites, especially the sweet ones) and had already taken one bite, when my parents came back with a bowl of kway tiao.. wasn't that hungry, but i can't let it go to waste.. so i ate it.. it has already turned a bit hard after the journey back home which made it worse for me to consume.. but lucky me.. i don't have a habit of being choosy about food.. well as for those poor tau sar piah, i ate them for dinner around 8 plus, just after i finished eating, my mum called back to tell me that she bought me some peanut pancakes which i assure you is not those you see in hawker centres or morning markets, and they are sitting down in front of my computer table, untouched.
come to think of it i haven't bathe today, today feels like a sunday, well as mavis always say, i never bathe on sundays (which most of it are not true :P) well i don't hate bathing, but when i do not feel exactly dirty i don't have to urge to get out of my comfort zone and go into the bathroom and start scrubbing myself all over.. one reason : i'm just too lazy.. but rest assured classmates : i DO bathe in the morning before i get to school so don't worry (hey i'm not that lazy ok?!) 放心放心。。i think i will have to go bathe before my dad starts berating about bathing at night.. they hate this habit.
so here i go, cya all soon.. enjoy the new year ahead!!
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Saturday, January 01, 2005
mY cOndOlEnCes
someone made a flippant comment about the latest earthquake-caused-tsunami in asia.. it went something like "aiya no big deal la.. it will not kenna us anyway"..
i was caught in between whether to slap him on the face or to poke him in the ass.. but then again, i ignored him anyway.. i can't be bothered to waste my time and effort on changing people's horrible mindsets like his.. it's incorrigible anyway.. 无可救药.. if you understand what i mean that is..
looking at the families being really helpless and distraught really makes you feel that no one can ever defeat natuaral disasters.. i mean getting involved with such disasters who can you blame? no one.. it's purely bad luck and fate, as i think it that way.. i do think that a special path has been laid out for you long ago when you were born but although you ARE destined to walk through that particular path, you can pick flowers on the way and enjoy your journey, or to trample the pretty plants and make your life hard. it's all up to you to make your life better.
over 120,000 people dead in asia.. right at the last few days of the year.. does it symbolise something? i do hope nothing else worse than this will happen again (although i know it will).. but it's just kind of a new year wish.. WORLD PEACE.
the rain has been continuing for a few days.. well it seems to me that heaven's feeling sad for the victims.. they were all victims of the tsunami and their own fate.. i dunnoe why i'm getting all so emotional.. it's not really me to feel that way.. but can u imagine? your close ones lying in a pile of the dead, with only a canvas sheet covering them, not with a proper coffin because there are just too many corpses and they have to be given queue numbers to identify them.. looking for them is such a big hassle.. there are at least 400 over corpses and you have to look through everyone of them (imagine the state of death.. they sure won't look nice after being in water, hit by bricks or pillars, blood and all that stuff) till you finally find them. haiz. *long sigh*
ok.. think i'll shall stop harping on the sad stuff.. it's new year's eve anyway (and it's still raining out there) and i'm here sitting down comfortably.. haiz i still can't stop thinking about the tsunami.. have decided to donate some of my old clothes to the affected areas.. i wonder if they need old specs? but i do not think so.. i think what they need now are blankets, ponchos, clothes, sleeping bags and stuff in which they can find solace.. if you come across this and do have such things which you do not necessarily need, do donate to them. they need it more than you. old fashioned phrase, but true.
singaporeans are haughty, yes i agree, but they do know when to be nice (that's only if they are told to do so).. i'm sure not alot of them took the initiative to do charity.. normally most of them are copycats la (i don't deny that includes me as well).. look back on the number of charity shows on tv.. i guess they are just buying entertainment and donate in the name of charity.. well, to be practical, it doesn't really matter what your purpose is when you do charity, it's the acknowledgement and amount that you give in the end.. come on la.. there will always be fake people who say "it's the thought that counts".. well if charity organisations believe in that, why all the media charity shows then?? pragmatism is the core essential.. i do not have to fight hard for my stand.
2005 is arriving in another few seconds.. enjoy the last moments of 2004..i want to wish all of ya a happy new year and while you're enjoying yourself, do keep in mind that there are people out there struggling hard to stay alive. appreciate what you have and stop the pretending to care.
i was caught in between whether to slap him on the face or to poke him in the ass.. but then again, i ignored him anyway.. i can't be bothered to waste my time and effort on changing people's horrible mindsets like his.. it's incorrigible anyway.. 无可救药.. if you understand what i mean that is..
looking at the families being really helpless and distraught really makes you feel that no one can ever defeat natuaral disasters.. i mean getting involved with such disasters who can you blame? no one.. it's purely bad luck and fate, as i think it that way.. i do think that a special path has been laid out for you long ago when you were born but although you ARE destined to walk through that particular path, you can pick flowers on the way and enjoy your journey, or to trample the pretty plants and make your life hard. it's all up to you to make your life better.
over 120,000 people dead in asia.. right at the last few days of the year.. does it symbolise something? i do hope nothing else worse than this will happen again (although i know it will).. but it's just kind of a new year wish.. WORLD PEACE.
the rain has been continuing for a few days.. well it seems to me that heaven's feeling sad for the victims.. they were all victims of the tsunami and their own fate.. i dunnoe why i'm getting all so emotional.. it's not really me to feel that way.. but can u imagine? your close ones lying in a pile of the dead, with only a canvas sheet covering them, not with a proper coffin because there are just too many corpses and they have to be given queue numbers to identify them.. looking for them is such a big hassle.. there are at least 400 over corpses and you have to look through everyone of them (imagine the state of death.. they sure won't look nice after being in water, hit by bricks or pillars, blood and all that stuff) till you finally find them. haiz. *long sigh*
ok.. think i'll shall stop harping on the sad stuff.. it's new year's eve anyway (and it's still raining out there) and i'm here sitting down comfortably.. haiz i still can't stop thinking about the tsunami.. have decided to donate some of my old clothes to the affected areas.. i wonder if they need old specs? but i do not think so.. i think what they need now are blankets, ponchos, clothes, sleeping bags and stuff in which they can find solace.. if you come across this and do have such things which you do not necessarily need, do donate to them. they need it more than you. old fashioned phrase, but true.
singaporeans are haughty, yes i agree, but they do know when to be nice (that's only if they are told to do so).. i'm sure not alot of them took the initiative to do charity.. normally most of them are copycats la (i don't deny that includes me as well).. look back on the number of charity shows on tv.. i guess they are just buying entertainment and donate in the name of charity.. well, to be practical, it doesn't really matter what your purpose is when you do charity, it's the acknowledgement and amount that you give in the end.. come on la.. there will always be fake people who say "it's the thought that counts".. well if charity organisations believe in that, why all the media charity shows then?? pragmatism is the core essential.. i do not have to fight hard for my stand.
2005 is arriving in another few seconds.. enjoy the last moments of 2004..i want to wish all of ya a happy new year and while you're enjoying yourself, do keep in mind that there are people out there struggling hard to stay alive. appreciate what you have and stop the pretending to care.
Friday, December 31, 2004
sHaLEs VS sAlEs
first and foremost, i wanna say that my stats teacher sucks big time. no exaggeration.
he's simply an IPS (Irritating Piece of Shit, if you didn't know, attributes to cole, :P) always trying hard NOT to give the correct answers to us and letting us guess and play the merry-go-round game (what i meant is you run round and round and never seem to catch your victim, well in this case, my answer).. and he can't pronounce words properly.. in one case.. my title.. lol~ erm.. no offence la.. i'm just biased towards his unjustly teaching methods and AMBIGUITY principles!!!!!! *argh*
went to meet guan han, chengta, jingxiong, cheng zhi and eugene the botak (he sure looked different!!) for steamboat just now.. we were trying to celebrate the eve of new year's eve.. lol.. as you've noticed.. it's 6 boys, a girl and 2 steamboats..although they proclaimed that it's an all guys outing, they asked me along because obviously they treat me like a guy.. not a girl.. :( ... lol~ eugene was like fascinating us with all his army stories and him being elated after being chosen in a slack camp.. lol.. and oh my.. jingxiong can really eat!! we were all like quite full and he still kept on eating like shit!! well, we managed to cheat the uncle 3 more ice creams because we took them without him knowing! haha.. we've got no qualms about doing that la.. they're earning big bucks anyway.. 3 more ice creams would not do them any harm.. but i'm not the prime criminal la.. i'm just the apprentice.. lol..after that we went to the arcade and play some games.. all of us play daytona against each other.. i was leading all the way until chengzhi and chengta overtook and i got the third place.. haha.. i'm not that bad after all rite?? and i forced them to play the childish burger game la.. they quite enjoyed it except it was quite tiring.. cause you gotta hit the buttons as fast as you can.. lol.. reached home at about 11.15pm.. so it wasn't too late la.. and i'm getting dark eye rings from staying up late these few nights.. thanks to those vcds.. lol~
i notice people often have the main problem of blogging : they seem to be stuck in a dilemma of what to enter in a blog and what not to enter in a blog.. normally just afraid to offend people.. well.. that's why i kind of called them "unreal blogs".. aiya.. if that's the case.. what's the use of blogging?? lol..
and we've finally decided to go wild wild wet next wed!! lol.. can't wait!! :P
he's simply an IPS (Irritating Piece of Shit, if you didn't know, attributes to cole, :P) always trying hard NOT to give the correct answers to us and letting us guess and play the merry-go-round game (what i meant is you run round and round and never seem to catch your victim, well in this case, my answer).. and he can't pronounce words properly.. in one case.. my title.. lol~ erm.. no offence la.. i'm just biased towards his unjustly teaching methods and AMBIGUITY principles!!!!!! *argh*
went to meet guan han, chengta, jingxiong, cheng zhi and eugene the botak (he sure looked different!!) for steamboat just now.. we were trying to celebrate the eve of new year's eve.. lol.. as you've noticed.. it's 6 boys, a girl and 2 steamboats..although they proclaimed that it's an all guys outing, they asked me along because obviously they treat me like a guy.. not a girl.. :( ... lol~ eugene was like fascinating us with all his army stories and him being elated after being chosen in a slack camp.. lol.. and oh my.. jingxiong can really eat!! we were all like quite full and he still kept on eating like shit!! well, we managed to cheat the uncle 3 more ice creams because we took them without him knowing! haha.. we've got no qualms about doing that la.. they're earning big bucks anyway.. 3 more ice creams would not do them any harm.. but i'm not the prime criminal la.. i'm just the apprentice.. lol..after that we went to the arcade and play some games.. all of us play daytona against each other.. i was leading all the way until chengzhi and chengta overtook and i got the third place.. haha.. i'm not that bad after all rite?? and i forced them to play the childish burger game la.. they quite enjoyed it except it was quite tiring.. cause you gotta hit the buttons as fast as you can.. lol.. reached home at about 11.15pm.. so it wasn't too late la.. and i'm getting dark eye rings from staying up late these few nights.. thanks to those vcds.. lol~
i notice people often have the main problem of blogging : they seem to be stuck in a dilemma of what to enter in a blog and what not to enter in a blog.. normally just afraid to offend people.. well.. that's why i kind of called them "unreal blogs".. aiya.. if that's the case.. what's the use of blogging?? lol..
and we've finally decided to go wild wild wet next wed!! lol.. can't wait!! :P
Wednesday, December 29, 2004
tAbLe tOp|c sEsSioN
like u can see.. it's that irritating thing that's bothering me..
well i've finally got over it.. but i didn't think i did that well la.. thanks to -him- ah.. lol..
today seems like a freaking day.. i can't believe how rude singaporeans are nowadays.. they are simply outrageous and downright ill-mannered! take for instance, i was at people's park hawker centre today and this lady just simply stepped on my foot.. i gave out a loud cry (exaggerated one of course.. i have to let her know tt she stepped on me right?!?!) and she just turned her head away.. like what the hell?!
and there's this irritating uncle finding seats and when he finally found one (which is right in front of me and just sat down despite me standing beside it,which i thought was quite obvious that i wanted that seat), he started scanning around and looking for more seats! as if one isn't enough?! and i observed that he was alone.. so wad the?!?!
well.. me and my sis were crossing the road (i swear it was the 'green man' and it wasn't blinking!) and we crossed half the road when this lorry come honking and and screeching their brakes and stopped right in front of us.. the lorry kind of swerved a little bit to the right but luckily it braked in time la.. so i think i'm have to buy 4D le.. :P
and i've met quite alot of frens lately.. haha.. saw mindy yesterday.. haven't seen her for really quite a long time.. and saw leonard heng today.. man his hair is long.. looking more and more like a curtain.. lol.. but i was rushing to school la.. din talk much.. he seemed quite surprised though.. haha ..
i've managed to get a new pair of earrings to match my newly bought tops from esprit.. basically i bought 2 tops.. one in blue and another in green.. my sis bought one in red and another with a similar design of mine, but hers is in orange.. and the pair of earrings i bought costs only $2.. also i bought another anklet.. like what you'll see later.. i thought i'll also show u all my newly-made earrings board.. haha!
take care blokes!
well i've finally got over it.. but i didn't think i did that well la.. thanks to -him- ah.. lol..
today seems like a freaking day.. i can't believe how rude singaporeans are nowadays.. they are simply outrageous and downright ill-mannered! take for instance, i was at people's park hawker centre today and this lady just simply stepped on my foot.. i gave out a loud cry (exaggerated one of course.. i have to let her know tt she stepped on me right?!?!) and she just turned her head away.. like what the hell?!
and there's this irritating uncle finding seats and when he finally found one (which is right in front of me and just sat down despite me standing beside it,which i thought was quite obvious that i wanted that seat), he started scanning around and looking for more seats! as if one isn't enough?! and i observed that he was alone.. so wad the?!?!
well.. me and my sis were crossing the road (i swear it was the 'green man' and it wasn't blinking!) and we crossed half the road when this lorry come honking and and screeching their brakes and stopped right in front of us.. the lorry kind of swerved a little bit to the right but luckily it braked in time la.. so i think i'm have to buy 4D le.. :P
and i've met quite alot of frens lately.. haha.. saw mindy yesterday.. haven't seen her for really quite a long time.. and saw leonard heng today.. man his hair is long.. looking more and more like a curtain.. lol.. but i was rushing to school la.. din talk much.. he seemed quite surprised though.. haha ..
i've managed to get a new pair of earrings to match my newly bought tops from esprit.. basically i bought 2 tops.. one in blue and another in green.. my sis bought one in red and another with a similar design of mine, but hers is in orange.. and the pair of earrings i bought costs only $2.. also i bought another anklet.. like what you'll see later.. i thought i'll also show u all my newly-made earrings board.. haha!
take care blokes!
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004
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uTtEr fUn!!!
normally when my classmates and i have no classes.. we would sing.
and that's what we did today..
lol.. it was a whole load of singing and having fun la.. basically 6 of us went, namely cole, juan, kim seah, szeling, xian and me!! but we somehow reckon that kbox is getting stingy because we wanted to pay only student price ($6+++) for singing from 2pm to 7pm, yet the rude receptionist told us that we could only book for 2 and a half hours if we wanted to pay by student price.. so we thought that it wasn't enough for 6 screaming throats, hence we paid the norm price.. *pissed*.. lol.. and there were only 2 mikes! i expected 3..
and we went to take pics!!! girls stuff rules!
after kboxing.. cole came to my house coz she wanted to spend time away before meeting her bf.. i offered to bring her home.. lol.. how nice of me! we ended up eating cup noodles at my house.. crapping about my wardrobe and you-know-who.. haha.. and we started worrying about tmr's ocom tutorial.. which makes me hate ocom even more.. because of the stupid TTS..
and my feet got blisters from wearing the cute-but-evil shoes.. haiz.. looks like i've got to think of a way to stop my shoes from biting me.. anybody has suggestions?? please DO leave a message in my frenster.. haha! and cole.. please stop laughing at my winnie the pooh plasters!! they're cute ok?!?!
ah.. that's all for todae! i shall continue with my vcds!! over and out! :P
and that's what we did today..
lol.. it was a whole load of singing and having fun la.. basically 6 of us went, namely cole, juan, kim seah, szeling, xian and me!! but we somehow reckon that kbox is getting stingy because we wanted to pay only student price ($6+++) for singing from 2pm to 7pm, yet the rude receptionist told us that we could only book for 2 and a half hours if we wanted to pay by student price.. so we thought that it wasn't enough for 6 screaming throats, hence we paid the norm price.. *pissed*.. lol.. and there were only 2 mikes! i expected 3..
and we went to take pics!!! girls stuff rules!
after kboxing.. cole came to my house coz she wanted to spend time away before meeting her bf.. i offered to bring her home.. lol.. how nice of me! we ended up eating cup noodles at my house.. crapping about my wardrobe and you-know-who.. haha.. and we started worrying about tmr's ocom tutorial.. which makes me hate ocom even more.. because of the stupid TTS..
and my feet got blisters from wearing the cute-but-evil shoes.. haiz.. looks like i've got to think of a way to stop my shoes from biting me.. anybody has suggestions?? please DO leave a message in my frenster.. haha! and cole.. please stop laughing at my winnie the pooh plasters!! they're cute ok?!?!
ah.. that's all for todae! i shall continue with my vcds!! over and out! :P
Sunday, December 26, 2004
LeT iT sNoW, lEt iT sNoW, leT iT snoW...
merry christmas!! wish all of ya a happy christmas!! hohoho!!
haha.. like what i've said.. i'm feeling joyful again.. thanks to the wonderful dinner last nite and the beautiful and dazzling lights over in town..
after school yesterday, kim seah, juan, cole and i went over to bukit timah for pizza.. haha.. ordered a set lunch D and there were like 2 pans of regular size pizzas, a platter plate, four soups and a jug of pepsi.. the jug of pepsi didn't seem enough though.. haha.. well we ordered hawaiian's lover (what else?? the all-time favourite as well as mine!!!) and curry chicken.. quite nice though! and one extra plate of spicy drumlets!! i love them lots.. it was christmas eve's lunch for us and we were certainly full!! lolx.. and there's this SUPER ENTHUSIASTIC waiter who practically jumped around while attending to customers.. it was funny to look at him la.. and i kind of respect him for enjoying his work and doing his job conscientiously although i think his pay wasn't very high.. he even got us some chairs to let us place our belongings (despite that there were customers around our seat).. although kim seah was like quite irritated that he seemed to be acting cute.. lolx..
cole and i shared a large blue crepe board, which we cut into halves with the help of kim seah, in order to find a safe solace for our uncountable earrings.. haha.. and i've completed mine!! i wonder about cole though.. basically what i did was to poke holes into the crepe board, hang the earrings one by one onto it, punch two holes on the top side of the board and hang the whole board on the already-installed hooks onto the inner side of my wardrobe door.. and i've even got a piece of plastic to cover the board to prevent dust from corroding my precious earrings!! haha.. hope you people do catch the ball, i mean, understand wad i'm talking about? and i think i have at least 25 pairs of earrings on hand.. and still counting.. :P
i went home after that to continue watching my vcds.. thanks to xian!! haha.. and i'm really apologetic about my missing vcds.. well i've found out their whereabouts already!! my dad has lent them away.. so i'm really sorry.. i'll lend them to you first thing my dad gets them back ok? =)
had dinner at east coast with my family and my dearest ah ma.. i haven't enjoyed this kind of family dinner for a looooong time!! and one accomplishment : i've finally been able to curl my eyelashes.. people always tell me that i've got super long eyelashes.. yeah i know but they just wouldn't curl!! it's quite irritating that i've got to hold that clipper for a long time.. think i'll go perm my eyelashes sometime soon.. haha saves me the trouble!!
after dinner my dad drove us to town.. and as usual it was really bustling with people.. i think basically singapore's 50% of the population was down in town to enjoy the ambience of christmas.. thank god i was like sitting in the car.. and did not have to walk around.. i think i'll faint.. so many people!!!
well as for today.. slack day for me!! continuous watching of my vcds and did some cleaning up to my wardrobe and i feel proud of myself.. haha!! feels like a sunday to me.. and tmr's another sunday!! how can someone have two sundays in one go?? *sheepish grin*
haha.. like what i've said.. i'm feeling joyful again.. thanks to the wonderful dinner last nite and the beautiful and dazzling lights over in town..
after school yesterday, kim seah, juan, cole and i went over to bukit timah for pizza.. haha.. ordered a set lunch D and there were like 2 pans of regular size pizzas, a platter plate, four soups and a jug of pepsi.. the jug of pepsi didn't seem enough though.. haha.. well we ordered hawaiian's lover (what else?? the all-time favourite as well as mine!!!) and curry chicken.. quite nice though! and one extra plate of spicy drumlets!! i love them lots.. it was christmas eve's lunch for us and we were certainly full!! lolx.. and there's this SUPER ENTHUSIASTIC waiter who practically jumped around while attending to customers.. it was funny to look at him la.. and i kind of respect him for enjoying his work and doing his job conscientiously although i think his pay wasn't very high.. he even got us some chairs to let us place our belongings (despite that there were customers around our seat).. although kim seah was like quite irritated that he seemed to be acting cute.. lolx..
cole and i shared a large blue crepe board, which we cut into halves with the help of kim seah, in order to find a safe solace for our uncountable earrings.. haha.. and i've completed mine!! i wonder about cole though.. basically what i did was to poke holes into the crepe board, hang the earrings one by one onto it, punch two holes on the top side of the board and hang the whole board on the already-installed hooks onto the inner side of my wardrobe door.. and i've even got a piece of plastic to cover the board to prevent dust from corroding my precious earrings!! haha.. hope you people do catch the ball, i mean, understand wad i'm talking about? and i think i have at least 25 pairs of earrings on hand.. and still counting.. :P
i went home after that to continue watching my vcds.. thanks to xian!! haha.. and i'm really apologetic about my missing vcds.. well i've found out their whereabouts already!! my dad has lent them away.. so i'm really sorry.. i'll lend them to you first thing my dad gets them back ok? =)
had dinner at east coast with my family and my dearest ah ma.. i haven't enjoyed this kind of family dinner for a looooong time!! and one accomplishment : i've finally been able to curl my eyelashes.. people always tell me that i've got super long eyelashes.. yeah i know but they just wouldn't curl!! it's quite irritating that i've got to hold that clipper for a long time.. think i'll go perm my eyelashes sometime soon.. haha saves me the trouble!!
after dinner my dad drove us to town.. and as usual it was really bustling with people.. i think basically singapore's 50% of the population was down in town to enjoy the ambience of christmas.. thank god i was like sitting in the car.. and did not have to walk around.. i think i'll faint.. so many people!!!
well as for today.. slack day for me!! continuous watching of my vcds and did some cleaning up to my wardrobe and i feel proud of myself.. haha!! feels like a sunday to me.. and tmr's another sunday!! how can someone have two sundays in one go?? *sheepish grin*
Friday, December 24, 2004
|eAvE mE a|oNE.
i can't believe how pissed i am, or rather, how pissing people can be.
no offence but i simply HATE IT when people are late for dates or meetings CONSISTENTLY, making promises that they can't keep, and procrastinate as and when they like. I've got very low tolerance for such things and i admit that i'm, in fact, a very bad tempered girl. a VERY bad tempered one. i get impatient very easily, i lose my temper easily, but i know, one good thing is that i forget about the whole bad incident very easily.
but it really incurs my wrath when someone does not take his or her promises seriously.. not that i value each and one of them very much (if i were to do that, so many people will be breaking their promises!), but it just infuriates me that people dun seem to be taking wad they've said seriously.. they mainly just pacify the others, turn their heads away and simply forget what they have just said. i would say that this is a very NO-NO for me because as nonsensical as i may seem to everyone, i take my words seriously and i dare say i dun make promises that i can't keep.
perhaps it's my family upbringing, i like to settle everything really fast and get everything done asap. i dun like to procrastinate and it's certainly NOT my habit to do so. that explains why i hate people who procrastinate and leave everything to be done last minute. ok, perhaps once or twice is really fine, but consistently is no excuse. HEY!! it's not a very nice habit u noe??? and i'm feeling pissed about it because i thought it was not really very nice of u to have kept on procrastinating but i thank u because u took the effort to return me the stuff and u were doing me a favour last time after all, so i really wanna say a BIG 谢谢 to you.. however, i still have to say that that's really one very bad habit of yours and you should really kick that habit.. well, it's still a suggestion (not advice) after all and it's up to u to listen (not heed).. and i do hope i'll get my discman back tmr and i guess everything will be fine and back to normal (thankfully!) i won't be surprised if i do not see my pok discman back in place, i just hope that it will come back to me in the end.
and i stress, although i lose my temper easily, i forget about such unhappy things pretty easily as well.
as luck would have it, my course requires me to study organisational behaviour and that kind of helped me coz right now, we're studying perceptions and basically it just encourages us to think from other people's points of view.. so when i'm angry or wad, i do take a deep breath and use my thing up there in my head. but 你知道的啦, it's quite hard to think logically when you're damn angry and piping hot so normally i'll either rattle on or just shut up and show a black face.. so i'm not trying to say that i'm very level-headed or i'm simply perfect (i insist that nobody is perfect), but at least try to understand people's feelings and you'll be much more at ease.
ok, this post is not about some personal attack, just to vent a little of my frustrations and i'll be fine. 我会消气的。
on a lighter note, christmas is coming and surprisingly i have no mood for it. probably it's because it's school term and there's not much 喜气 in the school. but my actions seem to be contradicting what i'm proclaiming because i have been shopping for the whole week.. lotsa money spent on shopping malls and i 发誓 what i bought were luxury items. wad a 败家女 i am. 哈哈!
have been hanging out with cole quite often this week and i think she's lovely. a very sensible girl with enough brains in her head and we almost have the same taste for earrings! :) as for anthea, *sigh* if i can ever live a day without she slipping/falling down/breaking something/toppling a glass/laughing out loud (at others), i think i'm gonna strike lottery.. really soon.. and szeling.. what a girl! she's the first girl that i know who simply hates shopping and i guess the only one who really entertains anthea and her antics.. lol.. noorin with the big hair.. cool girl she is.. a dance fanatic and she's a level above me in terms of earrings.. and very BIG ONES at that!
i guess i'm gonna stop here and start packing for tmr's lessons.. dear guanyinma do bless me with good luck and i wanna strike lottery really soon! merry christmas!! :D
PS: xian, when are we going to take the drving theory man?! =?
no offence but i simply HATE IT when people are late for dates or meetings CONSISTENTLY, making promises that they can't keep, and procrastinate as and when they like. I've got very low tolerance for such things and i admit that i'm, in fact, a very bad tempered girl. a VERY bad tempered one. i get impatient very easily, i lose my temper easily, but i know, one good thing is that i forget about the whole bad incident very easily.
but it really incurs my wrath when someone does not take his or her promises seriously.. not that i value each and one of them very much (if i were to do that, so many people will be breaking their promises!), but it just infuriates me that people dun seem to be taking wad they've said seriously.. they mainly just pacify the others, turn their heads away and simply forget what they have just said. i would say that this is a very NO-NO for me because as nonsensical as i may seem to everyone, i take my words seriously and i dare say i dun make promises that i can't keep.
perhaps it's my family upbringing, i like to settle everything really fast and get everything done asap. i dun like to procrastinate and it's certainly NOT my habit to do so. that explains why i hate people who procrastinate and leave everything to be done last minute. ok, perhaps once or twice is really fine, but consistently is no excuse. HEY!! it's not a very nice habit u noe??? and i'm feeling pissed about it because i thought it was not really very nice of u to have kept on procrastinating but i thank u because u took the effort to return me the stuff and u were doing me a favour last time after all, so i really wanna say a BIG 谢谢 to you.. however, i still have to say that that's really one very bad habit of yours and you should really kick that habit.. well, it's still a suggestion (not advice) after all and it's up to u to listen (not heed).. and i do hope i'll get my discman back tmr and i guess everything will be fine and back to normal (thankfully!) i won't be surprised if i do not see my pok discman back in place, i just hope that it will come back to me in the end.
and i stress, although i lose my temper easily, i forget about such unhappy things pretty easily as well.
as luck would have it, my course requires me to study organisational behaviour and that kind of helped me coz right now, we're studying perceptions and basically it just encourages us to think from other people's points of view.. so when i'm angry or wad, i do take a deep breath and use my thing up there in my head. but 你知道的啦, it's quite hard to think logically when you're damn angry and piping hot so normally i'll either rattle on or just shut up and show a black face.. so i'm not trying to say that i'm very level-headed or i'm simply perfect (i insist that nobody is perfect), but at least try to understand people's feelings and you'll be much more at ease.
ok, this post is not about some personal attack, just to vent a little of my frustrations and i'll be fine. 我会消气的。
on a lighter note, christmas is coming and surprisingly i have no mood for it. probably it's because it's school term and there's not much 喜气 in the school. but my actions seem to be contradicting what i'm proclaiming because i have been shopping for the whole week.. lotsa money spent on shopping malls and i 发誓 what i bought were luxury items. wad a 败家女 i am. 哈哈!
have been hanging out with cole quite often this week and i think she's lovely. a very sensible girl with enough brains in her head and we almost have the same taste for earrings! :) as for anthea, *sigh* if i can ever live a day without she slipping/falling down/breaking something/toppling a glass/laughing out loud (at others), i think i'm gonna strike lottery.. really soon.. and szeling.. what a girl! she's the first girl that i know who simply hates shopping and i guess the only one who really entertains anthea and her antics.. lol.. noorin with the big hair.. cool girl she is.. a dance fanatic and she's a level above me in terms of earrings.. and very BIG ONES at that!
i guess i'm gonna stop here and start packing for tmr's lessons.. dear guanyinma do bless me with good luck and i wanna strike lottery really soon! merry christmas!! :D
PS: xian, when are we going to take the drving theory man?! =?
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
iSSy mISsY
i hate it when i missed blogging for a day, and i have so much to write that i simply do not know where to start from.. and i'll just keep on procrastinating my blogging exercise and it will finally snowball till one day when i simply have nothing better to do and that means.. NOW.
right, i have nothing to do at this moment, because i'm still waiting for my sister's lesson to be over before we can eat dinner at home TOGETHER.. that's the keyword.. it's been a long time since my family sat down together to have dinner.. SO.. yup~ :P
i'm really apologetic about the looooooooong missing post, as i swear, swore, and is still swearing, that i've already written one like 2 days ago, and when i hit the button "Publish Post", you can imagine, my com conked out. :(
what's up man?! school kicked off last week and i'm kind of enjoying it now.. had badminton for sports and wellness (although i had half a mind to change it to hip hop.. BUT nvm man.. thomas tan rules.. and i'm kidding) work is flooding in and i think i'll be stopping work for maybe a few weeks.. but i'll always have time for shopping, which reminds me that i need a few pairs of new jeans.. and skirts and.. well, i'll never have enough.
that boils down to getting money for my expenditure.. my allowance is still meagre, but i'll get thru it no problem.. i do hope that work comes at the right time (which is the time when i need money to buy new year clothes) and i'm going shopping this saturday with peck and yanty.. wonder wad's up man!!!
i have to inform u all that my com is NOT going to be ready in the near future, and i can only rely on the school's lousy computers (that are better than mine anyway so why am i complaining?!?!?) to blog in, which is like once in a green and pink moon.
bless ya all, i love guanyinma.
:D
PS : and at this moment i received my sis's sms telling me that she's home already. imagine my pissness. thanks man. *humph!*
right, i have nothing to do at this moment, because i'm still waiting for my sister's lesson to be over before we can eat dinner at home TOGETHER.. that's the keyword.. it's been a long time since my family sat down together to have dinner.. SO.. yup~ :P
i'm really apologetic about the looooooooong missing post, as i swear, swore, and is still swearing, that i've already written one like 2 days ago, and when i hit the button "Publish Post", you can imagine, my com conked out. :(
what's up man?! school kicked off last week and i'm kind of enjoying it now.. had badminton for sports and wellness (although i had half a mind to change it to hip hop.. BUT nvm man.. thomas tan rules.. and i'm kidding) work is flooding in and i think i'll be stopping work for maybe a few weeks.. but i'll always have time for shopping, which reminds me that i need a few pairs of new jeans.. and skirts and.. well, i'll never have enough.
that boils down to getting money for my expenditure.. my allowance is still meagre, but i'll get thru it no problem.. i do hope that work comes at the right time (which is the time when i need money to buy new year clothes) and i'm going shopping this saturday with peck and yanty.. wonder wad's up man!!!
i have to inform u all that my com is NOT going to be ready in the near future, and i can only rely on the school's lousy computers (that are better than mine anyway so why am i complaining?!?!?) to blog in, which is like once in a green and pink moon.
bless ya all, i love guanyinma.
:D
PS : and at this moment i received my sis's sms telling me that she's home already. imagine my pissness. thanks man. *humph!*
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