sIGhs

sIGhs

i don't know why other people always seem to be so happy. i really can't find anything to be happy about these days.

i was watching AFV just now, and i saw babies laughing and giggling their hearts out. it kind of melted my heart. i stopped for a moment to think: why am i not laughing like them? i have more than them, i know more than them. yet, why am i not as happy as them?

do you say ignorance is bliss? yes i say it is. the more you don't know, the happier you are.

when i think back on certain stuffs, i realise i shouldn't be comparing. everyone has their own faults. we should just learn to accept yes? i say easier said than done.

on a totally irrelevant note, my appendix hurt like fuck late last night. i really had wanted to just walk over to tan tock seng A&E. but i just couldn't move.

i want to laugh. i want to giggle. i want to smile. i want to chuckle. i want to snigger. i want to chortle. i want to guffaw. i want to grin. i want to beam. i want to rejoice.

is it that difficult?

perhaps you are just different.