i'Ve haD nO iDeA wHy.

i'Ve haD nO iDeA wHy.

finally blogger's showing some mercy on me, and not swallowing up my post. hope i'm not saying this too early.. =P

just when i complained that my life was mundane, as you guys might have already know, there was the jurong wave pool outing on wed.. it was good, for details, proceed to class blog on gab's unfinished post.. haha.. supposedly to go fishing with the rest, i really wanted to go (gab, dun say i nort fren enough ok! stop threatening me! wahaha), but just that i'm already going to KL, there's simply no reason that i should incur my dad's wrath by just telling him that i was going to stay overnight just to fish.. besides i tried my luck in asking, and was declined. not even politely. not even a discourage. it was a straight NO slapped onto my face. well, i asked for it, coz i knew it coming even before i made the call. hur hur.

so on thurs, i decided to be guai (not that i'm not, just guaiER) and accompany my mum to go shopping.. like i mentioned in my previous post, there's bound to be certain benefits if you go shopping with your mum.. at least for certain people that i know of. haha.

1. take the chance to show her wad you've been eyeing for a long time but just can't afford.. she might buy it for you.. in my case, i have to BEG.
2. if you have some issues on hand, talk about it now. obviously she's in a good mood, THAT'S why she's shopping.
3. ask her for an increment in allowance, but you have to show her your empty wallet.
4. get her to sponsor you this and that, but remember, mothers are SMART, they only ACT STUPID.
5. go to an eatery that you've been wanting to try out.. assure her it's damn nice. and PLEASE forget to bring your wallet along.

well, benefits are still benefits, they only happen at times, not always.. apparently my mum is smart, so i didn't even bother to show her that pair of roxy shorts or that purple wallet.. i'll just probably get an earful as she chides me off.. but i wasn't stupid too. i brought her to esprit, made her get a set of tracksuit, so that i can dump my purchase (pair of white slacks) on her and make her pay too. wahaha, thanks to mavis that i managed to do that, coz she wanted mum to sponsor her top, and LUCKILY, my mum practise equality in the house.. so i got to enjoy the fruits of her labour. hurhur. and in this case i DON'T practise what i preach, i DO bring my wallet out when i'm with her.. plus, i haven't asked for increments in allowances in eons.. i believe what she gives me now is enough, just that i tend to overspend, but that's not her problem, it's mine. i have to settle my own problems. there'll be no end to asking for money just because i overspend.. i just got to have some self-discipline here, other than that, everything else's fine. =) no, i didn't go to a posh restaurant or something, i would very much prefer a hawker stall compared to fine dining. all in all, i only love potatoes THAT much, so hawker potatoes are good enough for meeeee!!

argh but one thing i hate is my indecisiveness at times. i've already made it a point and set my mind to save money, yet when i see something nice, it wavers again. and once i like something, i'm like soooo determined to get it, so much that i lose focus on why i even liked it in the first place. when i looked upon it on the second time, i don't find it that nice anymore.. and i SIMPLY HAVE to get the whole set if all the colours are nice.. argh, this is disgusting. i find this attitude disgusting. i've gotta change and have better self discipline.

dad's been very temperamental these few days (i JUST have no idea WHY) and i think i'll attribute the reason down to me going to KL soon. perhaps he's just plain worried and doesn't know how to show it, thus the frequent outbursts on me (at least 4) these few days.. right, i'll forgive him for that. anyway, i'm hafta say sorry to those people trying to ask me to go out these few days, because i'm gonna try and be (act) guai, and stay at home these few days before the KL trip, hoping that my dad will be appeased and decides to give me some more money so that i'll have higher spending power. haha. i'm getting broke. serious. no kidding.

played ping pong with rai today (FINALLY i did some sports) and it felt good la.. bishan sports complex was like quite ulu today and we played for 2 hours.. i'm beginning to hate the weather.. it's bright sunshine one moment, thundering the next. =.=

somehow my class is now into pairing people up.. i must say i'm not spared either.. apparently i already know someone's not very happy about it and i think all these should just stop bah.. well i realised the more you try to clear up and explain, the dirtier and soiled the picture gets. so i'mma not gonna say anything and even try to decline from this moment on.. it tires me and i'm far too lazy.. not that i detest such things, but it's redundant isn't it? after all, rumours help create a mysterious me. (YA RIGHT *_*) and tzyy horng, are you trying to create more readership to your blog by commenting about those two couples over there, knowing that people will tell each other about your blog and increase your counter? LOL. i'm just kidding. =>

i met a fren the other day. it went like this:

fren: hey i saw u and a guy the other day in town!
me: isit?
fren: are you all together?

sometimes i wonder why people don't ask me why i'm not "together" with my dad when i'm out alone with him. *_*

but to answer her question, ah yes, me and that guy WERE together, at least for that moment, we were standing "together" momentarily on the escalator. if that's the answer you wanted. =>

anyway.. i've not yet packed, and i guess the others haven't as well.. i'll prolly leave it till wed nite to start.. haha, lazy bones in me acting up again.. off to reading my daily blogs and my coffee. =)

kit: i'm really sorry for not going out with you, but i hafta stay home, like you see, i didn't go out with anyone else tonight either, so i'm not kidding you. haha.
PJ & ah bu: sorry for not going to KBOX with you all, like i've said, i'm really broke. REALLY. sompah~

wish you'd know what i'm thinking. =(