aNd sO..

aNd sO..

i did not keep my word after all. sighs.

i succumbed to temptation and went over to one fullerton last night with sze, clem, gab and nicole. tix were a tad pricey but never mind that. the music was fairly good but i really hated it when they started playing some trance music. i can't bloody hell dance to songs that i don't know.

actually i'm quite disappointed with myself. i can't even keep a promise to myself. i was so close (a week) to my goal. argh. shall start all over again. i believe i can do it eventually.

i'm rather disturbed by what i saw last night. faith can be really weak, depending on internal and external factors. sometimes it's just inevitable that things will happen, but i think we all need a bit of self-discipline at times, because in life, you don't always get a second chance. in fact, some don't even have one.

but of course, it's easier said than done. *shrugs*

at the moment donkey is letting me listen to some old christmas carols which i believe was some old man scrooning away in the background : "rudolph the red nose reindeer.. had a very shiny nose..." -____-

don't abstain from it. face and correct it.