sometimes i feel that i'm over-privileged. did i just spell that wrongly? pardon me. the killer blaw paper yesterday has just left me pretty traumatised.
anyway, i was really really supposed to wake up early on wed to study blaw. oh well, i did wake up well before the time i was supposed to meet nicole, but THAT GIRL woke up only at about 9.50 i guess? hahs. things tests can do to us. you can't imagine.
me: i don't feel like studying today. why not let's go..
she: LET'S GO K!!!!
the next moment, i found myself readily agreeing to her. i had wanted to say the exact same thing. we just have the knack of saying the same things at one time. dun try to test. it comes naturally. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY! guess we're just craving for some form of relaxation since the THREE taxing tests are over. even stoning at home is great. really. minus the part of endless housework duh. then the NEXT moment i found myself buying 5 pairs of earrings. ah. spending money. not that i have too much to spare. ever heard of retail therapy? that helps. big time! =D
that, resulting in me not studying at all for the whole day. well, who can when you've sang for like, 5 hours straight? i was already quite exhausted. thus it was on thurs when i really started blaw. err well, we were supposed to meet at 10am again, but she happily slept till 11.50? haha. i woke up earlier ok?! much earlier, thanks to my alarm clock, hehe. but me and mavis slacked. now i know. if you wanna meet nicole, better give her a call or send her a sms to check if she woke up already. you don't want to wait one hour in vain. HAHAHA. =P but the gist is, we did studied anyway, and she got so pissed coz i was going crazy from all the notes that i didn't exactly understand, and started being lame. meaning, crapping and talking rubbish and trying to distract her for studying. haha. sorry gal, can't help it. =X
fri was the ultimate. went to school early again to run for the last lap. not literally, but as in to cheong some last minute work. paper started at 4pm, i was already in school at 12pm. this is bad. i've getting giddy spells and headaches often recently. it's the stress or what? no idea la. panadol's been good though. i'm popping it in so much that i can sing 'Get It Poppin'. okie, not funny. but still, will someone help me do a research on what makes someone gets giddy spells, migraine, and headaches WHENEVER THERE IS HOT SUN. thanks. i'll love you to bits.
the paper sucked, the subject sucked. oh i revise, the subject SUCKS. half the time i don't know what i'm reading, in addition, i don't know what i was writing. all i know i was into only qns 16 part a, 2nd para, and i saw people leaving the exam hall already. i consoled myself, those that left duper early, either they are damn clever, or damn stupid. why? because either they know how to do, or they don't know how to do, so they gave up. then i realised i was digressing. so my mind floated back to my paper, and continued to pen away furiously. no idea whether it's right or wrong though. i was so concentrated that i didn't even notice mavis getting up and leaving her seat. she was sitting in my direction of 10 o'clock. whatever. i finished my paper just 5 minutes before the designated time, and spent the last 5 minutes looking around at people. some gave a smirk. some gave a stoned face. some was still writing away furiously. some totally gave up and slept on their tables. -sigh- i repeat. the things tests can do to us. they drain our lives away. =(
then i recalled. i remember reading somewhere that kids from other countries, their greatest fears were
oh, i digressed.
after the paper, i went for a wonderful dinner with anthea and xian though. newton food is simply YUM YUM. we were duper full, but i was still craving for roti john! i haven't eaten that in ages!! but i did not buy it in the end. had enough time waiting for anthea's food. haha, she alwaya tabao home for her bro! we were quite appalled at the amount of food her bro can eat. it's kinda scary. =/
oh yeah. as to why i feel that i'm over-privileged? sigh. i blog-hopped past so many blogs, seen so many people listing 'to learn driving' on their crave lists or wish lists. i have the chance to do that exactly, yet i dread it at times. yes, i dread driving at times. it sucks away my concentration, my energy, my time, and most importantly, my dad's money. yeah, although it's one or two times a week, but it still chalks up to a hefty sum of money. one lesson is $36, two lessons amount to $72. and if my instructor books circuit lessons for me, it's yet another additional $22 per hour. like what the heck. it's fugging expensive that i think it's worth the money to spoil the amenities in there man. like kicking the stupid traffic lights, knocking and ramming the parking poles. =/ and i'm gonna spend another $58 in just a measly one and a half hours at 3pm later? -_-" i don't even earn two folds as much!
yay! it's gonna be my fave tam yam soup from the coffeeshop near farrer park mrt for lunch. hehe. i love it. =)
stupid donkey! you said it! 65 and above. i'm gonna eat-all-i-can. YOU!! watch out. =P
and derrick hoh GOT IN!!! kelly got in too! my gawd. nicey day for me, that was. both my fave male and female singers are into the semis! yippee!!
*back from lunch* sometimes a nice simple lunch with your parents is really nice although there's gonna be a wallet-tearing driving lesson later on. *smiles* and i wonder what is the beeg problem with blogger. it reverts to and fro in between eng and chinese. oh well, i'm bilingual. so what's the big fuss. *slaps forehead*
it's all about you. ain't it? >.<
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