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aiya don't bother to guess la. there are only 2 places where i can blog quietly; home or school. so if i'm not at home now (check out the time pls), that means i'm in school rite? haha. thanks to nicole's lappy. :)

i don't know why, but i'm feeling sian. ok, 'sian' is an understatement. i'm feeling more sian than sian. not projects, nor e learnings. i haven't completed fmgt's work though. sai. someone give me the answers please. i'll give you the credits instead.

supposed to be doing blaw report now, yeah we've done quite a substantial amount, and guess we're only left with printing and designing.. i assume if we can't finish it by today, we'll have to come back to school to finish it tmr coz monday's the deadline. but it's not really alot of work to do, so hopefully we can really get everything done by tomorrow.. then it'll be down to HRM report due next fri. =)

hmm, i don't understand why some people can be quite thick-skinned. one moment he lies, then he cheats, now he spins a tale. somehow i can only LAUGH about it. coz it's really funny. i'm not being sarcastic because i don't care much anyway, but telling someone that you said 'i like you' before, that you have broken up with your existing gf while you were in the middle of another courtship. ah well, sounds confusing, but it's kinda funny anyway. i mean, serious. dating a girl for one week and he says 'I love you'. HELLO?! I LOVE YOU when it's only one week? errr, too much info. haha, i'm prying into other people's business. but who cares. i like to gossip. =P haha, but i only gossip quality info la, come on.

looks like i did miss out on a number of activities, first the stayovers at clemmie's house, then the JB visit. but projects are around this corner, and i really don't want to incur my dad's wrath by returning home late at night, or worse, not coming home at all. he might just impose a curfew ANYTIME. it's not like there isn't one now, but at least there's nothing from me for him to pick on, so, i shall play it safe over here. i don't want to ruin my own chances of playing when my birthday is coming, although i thought he might give allowances for going home late for that particular reason. =)

right now, i just want to concentrate on my driving, and hope my instructor gets me an early test date, preferably before my PDL expires. can't wait to pass, coz that's a significant indication that i've grown up. i want to be able to say "hey! i can drive over!". as and when i like it. =D

i guess there are just times when you feel exceptionally lonely. seeing couples trying to get together, on the other side, you see couples trying to get away from each other. oh what an irony. why is it that when love turns sour, nothing's memorable anymore? the one that you were once so close to, yearn to be be with, yet is now the one you are trying damn fucking hard to run away from. whatever happened to all the sweet times you spent with each other? you would even quarrel with your parents over him/her. i can't find the answers to all my questions. but what the heck.

yet another bloke passed his driving. congrats dude, you won't see this anyway, haha. ah well, when will it be my turn! i can't wait. really.

somehow, there's just a point of time when i realise i'm over-worked and needs a rest badly. not physically, but mentally. that is something intangible and you don't even know where to start from. and worse still, sleeping does NOT help at all. i need some perks in my life. and for the past few weeks, i feel like i'm just floating with time, or by time.

ever since i've returned from the KL trip, there's really nothing memorable. perhaps i shall exclude baoc from that statement, because i'm glad i met some really nice friends.. like CHEN WEI AN. HAHAHA! ok la, not very nice also la. =P

aiya, i realise the more i'm writing, the more i'm crapping. and i bet half of you don't even understand what i'm writing about now. it's ok, it's meant to be confusing, coz that's exactly what i'm feeling right now. oh well, shall stop and let nicole have her lappy back, which means she's updating.. like finally!

why am i so bloody left out?