phObIa

phObIa

i'm currently now in my uncle's house (that was in the morning around 10am?) and they're (dad, mum, cuzzies and all) are making such a din that i can't think of what i had wanted to blog in the first place. but noises are good. they keep my mind off something that i had been pondering about for the past few days, or rather, weeks.

clem, gab and i had been like racking our brains for the whole of yesterday, to think where we should really go. yes we were seriously bored to tears. :`( singapore is too big (or should i say, expensive?) to take a cab to and fro, yet too small to go anywhere after someone like me who have been to almost all the shopping centres available in the small island, yes, including loyang point. and from what i remember, there's even a sheng siong supermarket there right? >.<

it was after much procrastination (not a very good habit, i suppose) before gab the peeg finally decided to come down to town to meet me for coffee at about 10pm. i managed to get my dad to agree to fetch me to cine (thank you very muchie!!=D). that was when i really regretted setting our meeting place in town, where i could see many small black ants crossing the road leading from heeren to cine. looked scary. there was just people EVERYWHERE. seemed as if the whole of singapore had gone down to town or something. guess i just wasn't in the mood to come into contact with people. saw a number of people that i actually knew but was just far too lazy to say hi. i seriously think that i might have this phobia. what's that term called? i can't remember.. oh yeah, anthropophobia, fear of people and society.

had coffee while that pig ate kfc. then we noticed that the burger he ordered (i think it's the o.c fillet burger) was actually smaller than the smallest burger i've seen which is none other than the shrooms burger, and the fillet burget is a squarish burger! ok, so much for getting so excited about that. just that i haven't seen alot of squarish burgers in my life, 'cept those round burgers that were either squashed or bitten off.

we took the lift to level 4 to go to the arcade when that guy played time crisis while i looked on like an idiot. but i was concentrating, yes i was concentrating on his game, getting all panicky when i see so many 'baddies' that he was shooting, and his stupid comrade served no purpose except to distract him. the stupid comrade who, did not even helped him shoot one guy down, appeared out of nowhere, and for so many times, i think i had wanted to encourage him to kill his comrade. LOL. ok, that's evil again. i'm always evil.

then wanted to go level 9 to see people bowl, and the lift we took stopped at level 8 when we had wanted to press the lift button to go level 9. then some guy pressed the button from outside and the lift doors opened again. apparently he asked me, "up or down?" i said "up." and the doors closed. when the doors were about to close i caught the guy outside asking his friends, "hai you de shang meh?" the next instant, the lift went down. right, so malu. i was so astonished. not for the fact that the bowling alley was closed. but for the fact that i did not even know?! =.=

decided to walk over to yashinoya to sit down when we realised that clem actually played us out, that eediot. mass no hair. pang seh us. LOL. then i did something 'scary' to gab's phone which we later agreed that it was actually quite cool, but definitely not to someone. wahaha. i await to see the reaction. =P so we walked out, and walked into long john silver and gab the beeg peeg, again, ate! stomach big as universe huh. eat and eat and eat. next time if you have nothing better to do in town, perhaps you should just try out getting into every fast food joint, find a seat, stay there talk crap about about half an hour, get out and find another joint to stick your ass on. like that can pass time. free of charge too, on the condition that you don't order anything if your skin's thick like leather? well, for that instance, at least mine was. =)

THEN! it bloody hell rained! me, shocked. no umbrella, late night, squeezy bus, cab fare, thank you very much. i was horrified at the thought actually. but! thanks to gab's parents i got a free ride home! whoopie! =)

i'm patiently waiting for jay's movie -- Initial D to come on screen. really waiting patiently. my craze for jay even spread onto finding blogskins on him, which i later realised a fact. jay is nicer to be heard, not seen. ok, when you can find nice peektures on him, it's really rare and do keep it people! but nevertheless, i'll still watch the movie anyway. i hope that the soundtracks will all be his songs. but i doubt so. =(

i'm harbouring an evil plan (yet again) to kid my mom. ok, i'm still not carrying it out yet, and wonder if i will be in the end. the thing is, i'm so tired. so maybe i shan't be bothered to do anything and let time pass, just like that. and next week is really enough to keep me busy. >.<
-gone-

hey back. from tampines mall. i wonder how many times in this week i have gone to tampines mall. like at least 3 times? *_* but i managed to get my wallet though. a navy blue one, looks decent enough. costs me a hefty $29. ok, not very expensive i know, but judging from my current status, an employed but don't-want-to-work lazy bum, it was heart-wrenching to see a blue note gone and get two red notes and a miserable gold coin back. but thinking back, my puurrrple wallet is already so freaking old plus it was free, time to change a new one anyway! =) basically the shape and design is still very much the same, and you could have bet that i spent a long time looking for it. mavis always reproach me, saying that i should adapt to a wallet, not finding a wallet to adapt to me. but i guess it's just difficult. some people just find it hard to buy a decent pair of pants. but for in this case, it's wallets. i'm just so freaking fussy that i piss myself off at times. even though i bought this new wallet, there's still something i'm not happy about! ok, think i shan't gripe anymore before i get sick and tired of it even prior to using it! but i guess i'm really gonna wear out my purple wallet before using the new one, since the old one is still usable! shall not be such a wasteful kia. >.<

i am thrifty i am thrifty i am thrifty...

but chanting's no use and i swear i'm not. just took a walk round esprit and i've spent. drats. think kim's right. i'm not working yet i'm spending. curb me please. someone curb me please. just give me a million bucks and i'll be fine. thanks man. >.<

and i've finally decided not to kid my mom! yay! not that i have no guts, but on the fact that they're actually working late tonight (yes, and it's a sunday, mind you) i just couldn't bear to do it. thank gawd i did not promise gab, coz i hate making empty promises that i can't keep. =)

some interesting definitions of phobias that really amused me. =O
bogyphobia - fear of the boogeyman (i laughed my ass off for this)
chromatophobia - fear of colours (be a panda then)
didaskaleinophobia - fear of school (purrfect! great excuse! =D)
hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia - fear of long words (no wonder why. =.=)
paraskavedekatriaphobia - fear of friday the 13th (oh man, this is weird)
thaasophobia - fear of sitting (can't 'stand' you! =P)
eosophobia - fear of daylight (he's got a date with the vampires!)
ophthalmophobia - fear of opening one's eyes (this suits anthea!)
aerophobia - fear of swallowing air (like a fish? ^.-)
pentheraphobia - fear of mother-in-laws (singaporeans confirm kenna this)
cyberphobia - fear of computers (not if you're reading this now?!)
lachanophobia - fear of veggies (gab you got this right? >.<)
vestiophobia - fear of clothes (then wear what? -.-)
gymnophobia - fear of nudity (guys don't get that i guess)
sitophobia - fear of food (this certainly does not apply to me! =) )
phobophobia - fear of fear (erm, ownage.)

last but not least, the final one:
arachibutyrophobia - fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth
WAHAHA! lame nonsense. but it's got to be existing since there's a proper word for it? unless people made it up, which i don't think so.

i'm getting pissed. dad is restricting me to the use of my com. WHY? you've got your own freaking things to do and i have mine. what you want me to do, just tell it to my face and i'll do it. no point not letting me use the com and slack around right? then i go out you also not happy. ah fcuk la. cannot go out, cannot use com, cannot bathe late, cannot sleep late, cannot wake up late, cannot this cannot that. you know what i lack now? a leash. =(

but who cares. when there's a will, there's a way. when there's dad, there's me. that is i will not surrender to you! wahaha. sounds weird. but i think i'm born to go against my dad at times? since i piss him off most of the times. wahaha.

ok tmr is another long day in school. zzz. hope that it will be fruitful? =)

i've made up my mind to ignore you. give me the strength to do that.