a pEnnY fOR mY tHouGhtS
often i wondered if anyone would really give me a penny, buy my thoughts just to know what i'm thinking about.. very often i portray myself as what i am, as i'm far too lazy to disguise myself and cheat on everyone.. so what if you disguise? your artificial facade and pretence do not show that you're kind and caring by act, but instead it's soooo much more prominent that your acting skills aren't that good yet.. you can cheat one, but you can't cheat all.
i show my feelings on my face, that's why i often think that i offend people without knowing it at all, oh well, that can be really bad, but too bad, i don't very much like changes and will try not to change.. putting on a mask for once means that you have to act for a long time, till you decide that it's enough for you and tears off your mask.. that's when you have alot of telling to do to your friends.. so why go through all these trouble? but of course, some would rather not tear off their masks at all, and live artificially for the rest of their lives. STUPID.
if i'm angry, i tell you. if you can't tell, read it on my face. don't ask me things like "are you angry?" when you can see my anger. i'll just be sarcastic and shoot my mouth off. don't be offended, because, i'm hot-tempered, i get angry pretty easily, but i cease my anger pretty fast too. that's my good point. =)
transparency is something intangible.. as much as everyone wants and expects it, they are unable to practise it.. that's a sad fact.. for a mere reason of being afraid to hurt people's feelings or rather, being daunted that people might just get back at them.. i wouldn't say that i'm very very transparent, but i don't try to hide.. why? i hate snowballing of lies when you need to tell a lie to cover up for your previous one.. you'll just plain forgot what you have lied..
time to get ready for school.. it's tennis later and i'm looking forward to it.. i hope i don't see faces that i don't like.. =X
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