i'M sOrRy peEps.

i'M sOrRy peEps

ok, a lot of confusion over here, shall just explain as simply as i can put it.. =)

went school around 12 plus, harbouring the hope that the sickening silence of library might just compel me to study, but looks like it failed, because i went there with mavis just to eat lunch and went home at around 2 plus.. in conclusion: i took around 3 hours just to figure out which is the most suitable place to study, that is, HOME. clever huh~ =X and i studied one chapter : introduction.. KNS.

then went to meet up with kian at cp to study.. quite fruitful bah~ i finished 4 chapters.. haha.. meeting steph they all in school at 8am tmr again to study.. hope i can finish bah!!

gab then called to confirm about my details so that they could book the flights.. but i wasn't really sure coz i haven't really 'sat down and discuss' with my dad about the details.. so i told gabby that i'd tell clemmie my details by 12 am tonite la, then when i got home around 11 plus, dad wasn't home so i waited for him.. but it was getting near midnight and he still wasn't home so i called him la.. it went like:

"Pa i need to confirm the booking of the flights now la, so the flight from singapore to langkawi is..."

"Why you go for so many days?"

"Huh, i thought i told you already? like last week?"

"But i've not confirmed with you yet.."

"That's what i'm doing now! my friend needs to book the flights now."

"Must you go with them?"

"HUH?! i thought i asked for your opinion already and it's at this time that you're asking me this?"

"Oh whatever, you're grown up now and i can't control you. Go if you insist, just come back safely."

he sounded bloody sarcastic la, and in this kind of circumstances i can't force myself to go lor.. as in if i wanna go for a holiday, i wanna make sure like everybody is happy la.. in this case, my dad really sounded bloody pissed off and i don't wanna this kind of situation to happen.. i understand what he was thinking, which is precisely why i'm unable to stand firm on my view (to go for the trip) because, i simply understand how he feels.. he's just plain worried la.. langkawi seems dangerous to him.. i was sure if i cut off the part where i'll give langkawi a skip, he'll maybe be less worried and let me go la.. so i just told clemmie and gabby to count me OUT.

anthea called me immediately la, and we talked.. so she kind of understood my position bah~ and she's getting worried for herself as well.. wahhaa.. worry is contagious man.. and i explained to gabby as well and he came up with an ingenious idea.. =)

so i phoned nicole and asked her if she wanna join me in skipping langkawi and just go KL and meet up with the rest.. she gladly agreed (because of financial restraints as well.. her dad's bills etc) and we settled on meeting up with the rest only at KL..

and i haven't told my dad about this decision (newly made like one hour ago?) but i think he should allow bah.. since i'm not touching any beaches and is saving 3 days' time, costs of 2 flights and 2 nites' stay in langkawi.. woah that's alot.

shall look forward to see what's my dad's comments and i hope nothing surprising pops up.. (you-know-what).