dOwN and dOwn..

feeling darn down..

isit because of exams?

isit because of my low pay?

i know why.. but i'm unwilling to admit.. after seeing it.. it's painful.. but i know i'm improving.. at least the pain wasn't excruciating..

like last time.

should have been used to it.

should have known.

now.. i think it's more like disturbing.. but i wanna face reality.. i'm not going to do anything about it.. just letting it fade away.. by itself..

i know ONE FINE DAY everything will just fade away.. i just wanna wait for the arrival of that day..

i'm waiting for that day.

oblivious.. but still waiting for that day.